Shaq and ex-wife Shaunie

The ex-wife of Hall of Famer Shaquille O’Neal published a memoir detailing their marriage.

In the book Undefeated: Changing the Rules and Winning on My Own Terms, which was published on May 7, Shaunie Henderson says she isn’t sure she was in love with the four-time NBA champion.

Henderson and O’Neal were married in 2002 and have four children together.

“Looking back, I don’t know that I was ever really in love with the man,” Henderson writes. “But I was in love with the idea of being married to the man I had a family with. I was in love with the idea of building a life together. I truly did enjoy spending time with him. [NBA] road trips gave me a chance to be with my husband and experience the NBA life for a little while.”